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my head is saying
[[ w.h.o c.a.r.e.s a.b.o.u.t h.i.m ? ]]
and my heart is screaming
[[ i d.o ]] he's her ..d..r..u..g..
and she's addicted.
now just because you deserve this ;;
doesn't mean they're gonna give it to
you.. sometimes you have to take ..
what’s yours - xOo
when im all grown up;;
i wanna be able to look back and say i
had the most fun i could when i was stuck here
life isn`t about waiting for the storm to pass,
it`s about learning to dance in the rain.
Not a l l scars fade
Not a l l wounds heal
Sometimes you can't always
see the pain someone feels
The worst kind of closure to a relationship is when
things go wrong & there is nothing else left to do
so it just simply, ends
To the girl who will replace me ...
There are just a couple of things that I thought I should tell you. I learned these while I was the object of your guy's affection. First of all, don't be frightened if he smothers much more love on you than you had expected. Don't be surprised if he treats you much better than any other guy you have ever met. And let it not scare you that he will actually listen carefully to every word you say, even when you're just speaking quietly. Also, you should know that he remembers everything you will say. He's hurt easily, especially by the painful words a careless girl will say. If you do hurt him, then you'll have to pay the price of seeing the broken look in his passionate and deep brown eyes, and watch the light in them fade. But if this happens, all is not lost- a kiss and an "I love you" can heal anything. And please, don’t say I love you to him, unless you really mean it, nothing hurts him more then someone who really doesn’t care. Sometimes, he won't tell you what he is feeling, but... just know that he is protecting you and if you ever feel that something isn't right, just look into his beautiful brown eyes and you will be able to see into him. You can see everything he is feeling, everything he is thinking, everything that isn't right with him... He won't ever try to hurt you, because he just isn't that way, so please don't hurt him because if you do, I don't think I could ever forgive you. I don't think there could ever be a worse feeling in the world than knowing that you have the boy that I love and knowing that you hurt him. You should know that if you two ever get into a fight, just make sure you pick only the ones worth fighting for... He will always keep his temper and will never curse at you or call you nUames, despite the anger he may be feeling. Though he may act mature, most of the timIe, once he's given you his heart, he will begin to open up to you and his silliness will make your heart smile, in a way that words can not explain. Don't hold a tight grip on him, let him go and be part of the world and experience new things. You will find that he is a busy guy and that he is so very independent. Sometimes, he will need his space, but don't worry... He'll always make time for you and even when you're not around, you'll be in his thoughts. You will find that he isn't like any other guy that you have met, so please don't tauke him for granted. When it comes to his money, don't take advantage of that, He will be so unselfish with it, because that is the way he is. Remember, He likes blue better than green, blondes better than brunettes, Republicans better than Democrats, Soft pretzels win over Steak, Khaki over denim, Leather over cloth, and even though he won't admit it, he really does like to be surprised. He is less tough than he may appear, you just have to take the time and let him bring down his guard... He is so sweet and so amazing and know that if you ever leave him, you will break his heart apart, the same way that my heart breaks apart, as I sit here writing this to you. Don't ever try to pull him away from his dreams. He is going to be an extremely successful attorney and won't ever let you give up on your dreams, either. He will encourage you to become everything you can be and will never, ever let you down. He likes it when you kiss his ear and nothing is better than hugging each other. Just watch how your hand will fit perfectly into his and when it does, it seems as if nothing in the world could hurt you, because he is there. And when he puts his arms around you and tells you that you are the girl he loves, you will know, there isn't any guy in the world better than him... Don't ever let hiim go. You will regret doing so, for the rest of time... I promise, you will
[[ ii know that was long but it was very cute ;; props to whoever wrote it ]]
if he’s the first thing you think of when you wake up,
the only thing you think of when you’re awake, &
the last thing you think of when you sleep, then he is
really something special
Why cant i just get over you. Why do these feelings have to be true- why do i have to care about you why can i just forget all the cute things you do. I wish these answers i could see. I wish I could just forget about you.. like the way you forgot about me.
I thought I didn't like you, but when I'm not with you that is so easy to say. But once I go back to school and saw you, I see all the things that made me like you in the first place.
Do you know what it’s like to reach for the phone and pull your hand back because you remember you’re not supposed to call anymore? You sit back with tears building up in your eyes because you know it’s not the last time you’ll miss the conversations you’ve shared
I know he’s not going to call me anymore...and I’ve accepted that... but I cant delete his number from my cell phone because if he does happen to call and make my day…I want to know its him.
The greatest challenge in life is to find
someone that knows all your ; flaws
differences & mistakes yet he still
manages to love everything about you
a real friend isn't the person nice to your face.
it's the person nice behind your back.
Facts of life :
1. at least 5 people in this world love you so much
that they’d die for you.
2. at least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleeup.
4. you mean the world to someone.
5. someone that you don’t even know exists; loves you.
6. a smile from you can bring happiness to anyone..
even if they don’t like you.
there is no such thing as `on the low`
because when something happens,
everybody knows ;;
it’s kinda hard to be with someone
when you know deep down you’re
still in love with someone else
at the beach, life is different. time doesn't
move hour to hour, but mood to moment.
we live by the currents, plan by the tides
and follow the sun.. <3
there's just something about him that ;;
makes me smile every time I see him .xOo
i just met you recently
but i've known you forver
you're the person i used to
dream about && never
thought i would find *
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
i hope you had the time of your life ;;
You see the way I have been drifting down a river to no where
and you're giving me nothing
a heart truly in love never loses
hope` no matter how long the time,
or how far the distance . xOo
She’s scared. scared to lose him. She’s scared she'll
do something wrong to make him want to leave. She’s
scared that he'll find someone else so much better
then her. She’s scared because she finally realized
how much he means to her. <l3
of course I still love you, I probably always will ..
& even though sometimes I have second thoughts
& mixed emotions but I’m still going to love you
in the end, always. <33
Love doesn’t require you to be perfect;
it just requires you to forgive
- BOY MEETS WORLD -
its always the person you want
that your better off - without
how can you smile with all
those tears` in your eyes
&& tell me everything is
(¯`·.* wonderful now
Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman.
Maybe he won't find out what I know: you were the last good thing about this part of town.
I sit thinking of the old you,
the you that I shared all those heartfelt memories with,
before you got up and left.
broke my heart and let me down
i sit here anxious and hoping that you'll call
or I will check my mail, and something will be from you
even though I know nothing will happen.
at the same time I sit here hoping you won't call
and that you wont write me
that you will just leave me alone.
but then i hear the phone ring
or the man on AOL saying "you’ve got mail" and I jump,
my heart pounding hoping its you,
even though in the back of my mind i don’t want it to be,
my hopes are high, and then nothing ..
you shatter me every time
When you go, I will forget everything about you
I’m staring at your photograph remembering
each moment you made me laugh. I never
thought this would end this way and that I’d
still be missing you to this very day.
I know I should tell you how I feel
I wish everyone would disappear
Every time you call me, I'm too scared to be me
And I'm too shy to say
"I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that i do
I get a rush...
When I'm with you"
when I tell you that I'll call at a certain time, are you sitting there with the phone in your hand waiting for it to ring? when I tell you ill meet you at a certain time, are you there 10 minutes early just to make sure your there waiting for me, just as I'll always be??
When you love someone, you take the
good with the bad. When you need
someone, you trust them with all you've
ever had. When you want someone, you
give them everything. When you trust
someone, you give them anything. but
what do you do when they leave? </3
You only hold me up like this
Cause you don't know who I really am ;;
Sometimes I just want to know what it's like to be you
you are every reason, every hope, and every dream
I've ever had. and no matter what happens to us in
the future every day we are together is the greatest
day of my life. I will always be yours' and my darling,
you will always be mine.. – the notebook <3`
Turn off the lights and turn off the shyness
Cause all of our moves make up for the silence
girl: I saw him today
boy: It seems like it's been forever
girl: I wonder if he still cares
boy: She looks better than before
girl: I couldn't stop staring at him
boy: I asked her how things were going
girl: I asked about his new girlfriend
boy: I'd choose her over any girl I'm with
girl: He's probably really happy
boy: I couldn't even look at her without crying
girl: He couldn't even look at me
boy: I told her I missed her
girl: I know he hadn't
a best friend is someone who makes your problems
their problems so you don't have to go through them
alone .
Let's show them how to live, accept the pain
always forgive, watch the sun go down and
learn the sound of following all that's complete
The way we held each others hand,
the way we talked, the way we laughed
it felt so good to find true love <33
I knew right then and there you were the one
I’m not saying I’m in love. I would
admit it if I was. I’m just saying lately
youi’re all I’ve been thinking of. xOo
hold on to what you love &
stay true to what you know
take everything you dream
of and never let it go <3
In our lives we search for someone to love, someone to make
us complete. We choose partners and change partners. We
dance to many songs about heartbreak and hope all the while
wondering if somewhere, somehow, someone is searching for you
Do you realize what you are to me?
What you're always going to be?
you are the love of my life.. everyone
else will always be the secnod best.
There will never be another you <3
Though there may be many miles
between us with each heartbeat we
are that much closer to being in each
other's arms again. <--- true for me rite now
You know it's true love when no
matter how far the distance is he can
still make you smile.
Maybe I’m not meant to get over him…
I mean look at how many times I’ve tried.
Maybe it’s not working for a reason.
falling asleep in your arms &&
waking up to your smile was a'
dream come true <3
as we grow up there`s going to be many things that
we don`t like. hook-ups that mean so much to one
person && nothing to the other. girls who like the
same guy you like ;; you`ll meet new -- people who
may matter more than others might.. but the one guy
who stays by you til the end will be the one.
-- laguna beach <3
life is all about trusting your feelings and taking chances.
losing and finding happiness; appreciating the memories
and learning from the pain and realizing that people
ALWAYS change <3*
i finally realized that it`s okay to fall in love. not every
guy is going to break me. so, if you want to love me,
i`ll love you back && if you don`t, well, i`ll love you anyway.
you know when you start out friends.. every little
joke is hilarious. then everything he does annoys
the hell out of you. then finally one day, you look
at yourself and think, "fuck, i fell in love".
i sometimes feel a little jealous inside imagining someone else
could please you more than me. guess it`s my insecurity acting
up a bit; because i know i`m not the most beautiful or the most
fun or even the most exciting person you`ll ever meet, but i do*'
know that no matter how long and hard you search, you`ll never
find a girl who loves you && cares about you the way i do. <3
baby, let`s slow dance and be "the couple" that everyone
wishes that they could be. let`s look at the stars and kiss*
all night long. let`s take it slow && then speed it up. let`s
take stupid pictures && laugh until we can`t breathe. let`s
be forever; just youu && me.. <3 i love you ..
i only think of you and it`s breaking my heart i`m trying
to keep it together but i`m falling apart. i`m feeling all out
of my element; i`m throwing things, crying trying to figure
out where the hell i went wrong the pain reflected ain`t even
half of what i`m feeling inside. i need you back in my life,
baby. when you left i lost a part of me. it`s still so hard to
believe. come back baby, please cause we belong together.
though no one can go back and make a brand new start;
anyone can start now and make a [ brandnew beginning]
i want to lay in bed with my head on his heart and
hear him say to me "baby, i don`t make my heart *
beat like that. it`s all your fault".
i want to find the type of guy that would come over
when it`s raining; stand outside until i came out; pull
me close and kiss me. we`d be standing in the pouring
rain holding eachother just because he know`s that`s
one of my FANTASiES. x0ox
I thought that I would miss you so,
and never find my way.
And then I heard the angel say,
"They're with you every day."
"The sun, the wind, the moon, the stars,
will forever be around,
reminding you of the love you shared,
and the peace they've finally found.
It was just a smile...
But it lit up my entire world<3
she brings the razor to her wrist
then brings it back thinking
"i can get through this...."<|3
just to think of life with out you makes me cry
thats why ill love you until the day i die« - -
in your life you will meet one guy unlike
any other.. you can talk to him & never get
bored.. tell him everything & never get judged..
smile & get butterflies everytime you see his
face.. hear his name or voice.. this person is
a best friend.. boyfriend..or true love
NEVER doubt that i love you ;;
i need you more than you know.. i
wish i could hold you forever & never
let go. You prove it more everyday
that we were meant to be.. So believe
me when i say you're the one for me.
Have you ever completely given up on someone
& something happens & you go, "oh my God..there's
so much more to this person than i ever dreamed..
when someone said, "wow your lucky
to have someone like that in your life." I
simply said, "I know." because knowing when
you should be grateful is the best part of all.
i want a boy who will give me his favorite sweatshirt
& he will always whisper something sweet in my ear.
even if we are a million years old,
butterflies will still go crazy inside me
And I look at you, and I’m home. <3 -- FiNDiNG NEM0
telling a girl shes hot is flattering...
but tellin her shes beautiful means soo much more
We've felt our hard times. We're miles from home-
doing the best that we can ; i wont do this without you.
So take heart. Cause you know that you have mine.
And it feels like, we could last forever
and if i could tell you one thing, i guess it would
be that love hearing your voice and that your
smile just happens to brighten my entire day, &
those little things you do without even knowing it. <33
every girl wants a man she can go to in her sweats,
her hair a mess, make up running down her face
eyes red from crying, and the first thing he says is
"baby, you're beautiful"
everyone keeps asking me if i'm okay;
what am i supposed to tell them?
no, i'm not okay .. and then what?
so i just smile and say i'm fine
even though i'm really dying inside..
and sometimes all i want to
do is tell you how i feel. but i
dont want to feel so stupid..
i wonder if ill make it, i wonder if i'll succeed
i wonder if ill be accepted, just for being me...
when life gets tough or when it's fun
I'll thank God for all he's done
for making it okay to mess up sumtimes,
for helping me face the unknown.
for showing me there is always hope,
and that I'm never alone. <33
today i prayed the car would
crash..youd hear the news &&
youd think of me as much as
ive thought of you
Anyone can make you smile
Many people can make you cry
but it takes someone really special
too make you smile with tears in your eyes
Sure it is nice to trust other people but
never stop relying on yourself..you came
into the world alone and your leaving the same way
do you know how it feels to be dead while alive, to fall asleep; each night to the sound of your cries, to have your life change in the blink of an eye, to discover your reality was nothin but lies? Do you know how it feels to want someone to blame, to find yourself alone when you`'re in the greatest pain, to shed a river of tears at the mention of a name, to realize that from this date forward things will never be the same? Do you know how it feels to learn your best wasn`t good enough,; for some one you love to violate your* ultimate trust, to find out all those words were just cold-hearted bluffs, to accept that the future holds no more promise for us? ;Do you know how it feels to make a fresh start to keep a smile on your Face after your whole world fell apart?
At first kiss I felt something melt inside me that hurt in an exquisite way. All my longings, all my dreams and sweet anguish, all the secrets that slept deep within me came awake. Everything was transformed and enchanted. Everything made sense because of you.
&&the best kind of boyfriend
is the kind that loves you
for the person you are
it's like that's all you were to me, one big disappointment..&
I had to find that out the hard way. it's one thing to dream about someone everyday..imagine being with them..actually think you know them, & the more you think you do the more you actually want to. but then it's another thing to finally get to know them & find out they are a big disappointment..& all your dreams come crashing down. & I think I like you better in my dreams.
I think about you baby..
& i dream about you all the time <3
I would do anything..
& that's what scares me so bad
i don't wanna live my life alone
i don't wanna go back to what i had
i don't wanna spend my life without you.
I try to talk to you, but i don't know what to say.
I'm afraid you don't want me to say anything. So i
don't. But inside of me, there are words waiting to
come out & tell you how i feel ; like how much i miss
you, & how much i love you despite my broken heart, &
how i need you in my life, & especially how much i
want you. But those words will forever stay in my
heart, locked inside. Sometimes i wonder if there
are words locked inside you too, but i'll never know..
You're not always going to be
number one you know. & sometimes
over achievers like you have to get
past their own egos & learn how to
expect disappointment..
Why do we always seem to want what
we can't have? Lessons learned but then i listen
to my heart, & it says to run back for more <3
I fuckin hate you ..
i hate all that shit you put me threw
i hate how you came home and lied anout everything
i hate when i see you flirting with her and not me
i hate the fact that you dont even care that im hurt
but most of all i hate that i dont even fuckin hate you.
i swear i would
do so much more
for you then she does
you got me mixed up in
theese feelings.and to tell
you the truth i think i like it
i want him to move on because i know it would make it so much easier for me to im just scared if he really moved on. like for good. i would never get him back && i;m scared of losing him when he;s not even mine.
you grow up thinking everything is going to be a certain way.
you just imagine life will have all your dreams & goals sitting out on a platter for you to take and enjoy.
however we are quick to learn, it doesnt ever work like that.
so tomorrow, give it your all.stop sitting around making up a future for yourself, and instead, really put it into actions.
you only have one life, who knows what tomorrow will bring
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